September 7, 2010
the inside of a broken heart
I had a pretty rough weekend. I broke up with my boyfriend. Possibly the love of my life. The worst part, we're both still very much in love with each other. The problem? The distance. Three hours. Santa Cruz, CA, I hate you. You stole my love, and you broke my heart.
Now, I know... no one wants to read about your bad day. Why would you?
Well, I am not here to talk about any of that. I am here to say, that love is REAL. And that sometimes, it's just not enough. You see, relationships are living THINGS. I swear. They change every single day. Chris and I love each other madly. But, in the end, it just wasn't enough. I will love him always. Every single day, I will think about him. So this post is not in sadness, but in remembrance of a love. A love I didn't believe in. Until it took me into it's arms and proved me wrong.
If you have someone in your life that matters, tell them. Every day. Love with all of your heart. Never stop talking to that person, about everything. Let them in. Share your soul. It's worth it.
at 6:48 PM